thanks for the advice guys - and yes, i can physically beat this guy up if need be, lol. at this point though - after being lied to and everything, idk what i want. im just so confused on how everything happened... makes me very sad at times. i just gotta carry on best i can for now
well, good luck with whatever happens..we're all rooting for you, dude!
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Yeah man, good luck!
Pen, what about my avatar?
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Maybe you should - perhaps a Prisoner one?
I'm getting excited now about ebay. More people have been bidding on some of the ones I want and I really don't want to spend a load. But the guy says he'll do combined postage. I do so hope I win at least some of them when they end tomorrow.
I was thinkingof changing mine too...we should change together, Night! I love Michael Crawford, but...*ponders* I'll use my AIM avvy...*goes to change it*
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Damn, I can't use eithe of my AIM ones, they are both Lazenby, I assume copyrighted by EON, but I have no idea. I could ask a mod if I really need to.
ok so - i found out she blocked me... but then a day later accepted my myspace invite...
from talking to her friends n such ive deduced this much
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she obviously has some feelings for me, and shes trying to mask them by going out with this guy...and by not talking to me, she can try n forget me - but by keepin friends with myspace, she can keep tabs on me, see how im doin, look at pics, etc. i mean, one night she told me, after an hour or two of me buttering her up, telling her all the wonderful things about her, everything that she means to me - she goes "your really good at these speeches" - and throughout there were the "awws" etc that were norms for our conversations...
im thinkin she was pressured by her friends, or maybe she cheated on me with him and didnt know what to do - so she did this...
shes been partyin with her friends n all recently, and seein this guy a lot - which could have led to this...especially with me being away at college. and shes afraid to c me again cuz she knows she still has feelings for me - and if she sees me she might regret her choices
pure speculation here
whats ur guys take on it all?
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Why can't I understand guys like you seem to girls? ) Sorry no idea about it.
But I've finally bid on these items on ebay - 8 of them. Then realised if I bid on any more I was gonna go out of my budget. My budget includes next week's pockt money so I'm really stretching it. But I asked my mom last night and she said it was ok if I had to money and I do!
The guy's offering a postage discount but I'm not sure by how much so I've emailed him about it and so hopefully he'll get back to me adn I won't get out bid. Wish me luck! :007)
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CW, keep pressuring her. If she really still has feelings for you, she'll crumble. HOPEfully.
yes, my avvy is gone. I put up a new one, and the mods have to check it out before it shows up...I hope it'll be soon...all those who have spoken to me on AIM know what it looks like...^_^
~Pen
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Cool avatar Pen!
I won the Beatles CDs! Well most of them.
They ended up going way higher than I estimated, and if my grandparents hadn't given me some money, I probably wouldn't be able to pay for them. So I'm gonna scrape through and pay for them, but there's still the matter of the item that hasn't ended yet as well. Man it's gonna be a stressful week. 8-)
Todat I got asked to the prom. Whee...I'm soo happy. Though she is just a friend, she is a really great person. Now, I just need to find money. Great Avatar pen, I wouldn't have guessed.
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ooer..have fun man! I wish a certain half frenchman would ask me to prom...(you should all know who I'm talking about) *sigh* Happy Singles Awareness Day, everyone! {[]
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PS. and thanks for the complements on the avvy. I like it a lot.
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Pen, your Avatar is gone too? BTW, Ilike your new avvy Orumov.
Aye, thank you - well I needed a new avatar, as the Child Catcher was just a little bit creepy to be kept up there for a long period of time. Then I realised I had never used a picture of my favourite actor - Robert Preston - so there he is.
And as for Valentine's Day - hate the bloody thing, but I'm forced to do something nice every time. Grrrrrr.... ! We also had a Valentine's party in this big hall - like a reunion of old mates. Great fun - though I had a bit to drink and wouldn't trust myself driving home - my girlfriend had a lot more than I did and I ended up having my arm around her making sure she didn't stumble in to the road, haha. Oh she would kill me if she knew I'd just posted this on the internet...
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Or spray her with fart gas. )
Don't worry; you're not alone. It used to mean something to me round the time it did you.
Now ebay's comforting me, until I saw the bill. ) My mom's freaking out too, even though she knows I'll pay her back. Then she doesn't reckon she owes me the money she does, cus she hates giving me money, even thoguh she has no problem giving it to anyone else.
What I haven't told her is that I'm highest bidder on another item too. And I'm not going to either, the bill won't come till the end of the moneth and I'll have paid her back by then.
Can't wait till tomorrow anyway. It's my nan's B-day and we're going out for a meal with her and my grandpa. It's great cus we haven't done it in ages cus my Grandpa never used to be able to sit down for very long. But now it's gonnabe great.
I spent nearly all day at their house yesterday. My dad was looking for some cine films in the loft. He ended up finding a load of Beatles singles and other ones too. So I'm gonna have a listen to all of them before we ship them to my uncle in Australia, or he comes to visit. Probably the latter.
Also looked at the photo albums from the loft. Oh things were great before my brother arrived. We all looked so happy. )
And I found this birthday book of my great great auntie Millie's. There was loads of stuff in there. My dad was telling my loads about the family. There were death dates as well, and edding dates! Oh that was fun.
My Grandpa has updated it since and I'm in there. So is my brother with our exact time of births, and the newspaper clipping announcing our births.
Oh I do like looking at old junk. My uncle looked way better with longer hair. ) And my dad and my Grandpa looked great with no grey hair, but hair at all. ) ) )
well ive had a spot of good news - she didnt hang out with him on v-day...and i sent her an e-mail with a poem i wrote a while back about her...ill be a sap and post it up here...tell me what u guys think
i preluded the poem with a little bit about how i wrote it a while ago, but decided to send it anyway.
N is for NEVER giving up on me, even when things got bad
A is for how AMAZING you are
T is for all the TIMES we've shared
A is for ALL *those* things you do
L is for your LOVE, which is your greatest gift of all
I is for how INSANELY gorgeous you are, even if you dont believe it, you are
E is for EVERYTHING you've helped me through, I couldnt have made it this past year without you.
_________________________
in addition to me sending this, i know she read it - and also (for those familiar with myspace) the kid didnt post any comment like "happy valentines day" nothing like that. hmmm......so confusing, lol - hopefully im making her think twice atleast
as for me, I feel so sick I can hardly move...and yet I'm at school. What is this world coming to...I'm screwed if I miss one day of a few of my classes, yet I cannot concentrate on anything. I am in my Tech class right now...one of two reprieves from the blandness that is my day. I'm most certainly going to fall asleep in History, which prompts my dear teacher to come over and shake my desk while telling me to wake up. This will not help my mood at all. The only thing that'll cheer me up (soon! yay!) is 'A' lunch...with a certain someone and some other friends. He has a habit of making me feel much better with just a hug, and if it's a 'from behind' hug, I'll feel just peachy. ^_^'
On thursday, I get to go see some other dear friends that I usually only see in the summer. Zach (camp counselor) and Emery, are coming down to a local burrito joint in Boulder...me, Dara, Chelsey (for sure) and maybe Max are going to eat lunch with them. ^_^ tehehe
*sigh* You guys know that feeling (when you're sick) of cold/soreness at the same time? That's what my back is right now, and I'm not too happy about it. bah.
This building I just designed reminds me of one of the building on the dam in the Goldeneye game's first level. It made me happy for a moment there...I tend to design a lot of structures that are similar to a Bond building. Hmm...
Anywho, after that rant, I'm going to end this post. I'll talk to ya'll later!
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Pen, what about my avatar?
I'm getting excited now about ebay. More people have been bidding on some of the ones I want and I really don't want to spend a load. But the guy says he'll do combined postage.
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ok so - i found out she blocked me... but then a day later accepted my myspace invite...
from talking to her friends n such ive deduced this much
____________________
she obviously has some feelings for me, and shes trying to mask them by going out with this guy...and by not talking to me, she can try n forget me - but by keepin friends with myspace, she can keep tabs on me, see how im doin, look at pics, etc. i mean, one night she told me, after an hour or two of me buttering her up, telling her all the wonderful things about her, everything that she means to me - she goes "your really good at these speeches" - and throughout there were the "awws" etc that were norms for our conversations...
im thinkin she was pressured by her friends, or maybe she cheated on me with him and didnt know what to do - so she did this...
shes been partyin with her friends n all recently, and seein this guy a lot - which could have led to this...especially with me being away at college. and shes afraid to c me again cuz she knows she still has feelings for me - and if she sees me she might regret her choices
pure speculation here
whats ur guys take on it all?
But I've finally bid on these items on ebay - 8 of them. Then realised if I bid on any more I was gonna go out of my budget. My budget includes next week's pockt money so I'm really stretching it. But I asked my mom last night and she said it was ok if I had to money and I do!
The guy's offering a postage discount but I'm not sure by how much so I've emailed him about it and so hopefully he'll get back to me adn I won't get out bid.
~Pen
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I won the Beatles CDs!
They ended up going way higher than I estimated, and if my grandparents hadn't given me some money, I probably wouldn't be able to pay for them. So I'm gonna scrape through and pay for them, but there's still the matter of the item that hasn't ended yet as well. Man it's gonna be a stressful week. 8-)
~Pen -{
PS. and thanks for the complements on the avvy. I like it a lot.
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until about oooohh, two weeks ago?
rough stuff
Single Awareness Day. I like that!
Aye, thank you - well I needed a new avatar, as the Child Catcher was just a little bit creepy to be kept up there for a long period of time. Then I realised I had never used a picture of my favourite actor - Robert Preston - so there he is.
And as for Valentine's Day - hate the bloody thing, but I'm forced to do something nice every time. Grrrrrr.... ! We also had a Valentine's party in this big hall - like a reunion of old mates. Great fun - though I had a bit to drink and wouldn't trust myself driving home - my girlfriend had a lot more than I did and I ended up having my arm around her making sure she didn't stumble in to the road, haha. Oh she would kill me if she knew I'd just posted this on the internet...
Don't worry; you're not alone. It used to mean something to me round the time it did you.
Now ebay's comforting me, until I saw the bill.
What I haven't told her is that I'm highest bidder on another item too.
Can't wait till tomorrow anyway. It's my nan's B-day and we're going out for a meal with her and my grandpa. It's great cus we haven't done it in ages cus my Grandpa never used to be able to sit down for very long.
I spent nearly all day at their house yesterday. My dad was looking for some cine films in the loft. He ended up finding a load of Beatles singles and other ones too.
Also looked at the photo albums from the loft. Oh things were great before my brother arrived. We all looked so happy.
And I found this birthday book of my great great auntie Millie's. There was loads of stuff in there. My dad was telling my loads about the family. There were death dates as well, and edding dates!
My Grandpa has updated it since and I'm in there. So is my brother with our exact time of births, and the newspaper clipping announcing our births.
Oh I do like looking at old junk.
i preluded the poem with a little bit about how i wrote it a while ago, but decided to send it anyway.
N is for NEVER giving up on me, even when things got bad
A is for how AMAZING you are
T is for all the TIMES we've shared
A is for ALL *those* things you do
L is for your LOVE, which is your greatest gift of all
I is for how INSANELY gorgeous you are, even if you dont believe it, you are
E is for EVERYTHING you've helped me through, I couldnt have made it this past year without you.
_________________________
in addition to me sending this, i know she read it - and also (for those familiar with myspace) the kid didnt post any comment like "happy valentines day" nothing like that. hmmm......so confusing, lol - hopefully im making her think twice atleast
as for me, I feel so sick I can hardly move...and yet I'm at school. What is this world coming to...I'm screwed if I miss one day of a few of my classes, yet I cannot concentrate on anything. I am in my Tech class right now...one of two reprieves from the blandness that is my day. I'm most certainly going to fall asleep in History, which prompts my dear teacher to come over and shake my desk while telling me to wake up. This will not help my mood at all. The only thing that'll cheer me up (soon! yay!) is 'A' lunch...with a certain someone and some other friends. He has a habit of making me feel much better with just a hug, and if it's a 'from behind' hug, I'll feel just peachy. ^_^'
On thursday, I get to go see some other dear friends that I usually only see in the summer. Zach (camp counselor) and Emery, are coming down to a local burrito joint in Boulder...me, Dara, Chelsey (for sure) and maybe Max are going to eat lunch with them. ^_^ tehehe
*sigh* You guys know that feeling (when you're sick) of cold/soreness at the same time? That's what my back is right now, and I'm not too happy about it. bah.
This building I just designed reminds me of one of the building on the dam in the Goldeneye game's first level. It made me happy for a moment there...I tend to design a lot of structures that are similar to a Bond building. Hmm...
Anywho, after that rant, I'm going to end this post. I'll talk to ya'll later!
~Pen -{
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