well guys, seems like i hit the end. regardless of all this other stuff i told you - i had a heart to heart with her last night...
truth of the matter is, i never saw things from her view, and how selfish i was - i took her for granted
it's going to haunt me forever, because i know the greatest thing i had goin for me is gone because of my own stupidity.
i guess its true - you only hurt the ones you love
i wish i could go back and change things, but i cant - its too late for me now.
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Wait wait... you obviously cared a great deal for her. Doesn't sound like you took her for granted. She dumped you to go out with some jerk, not the other way around. You shouldn't make it your fault.
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Woohoo! Just got back from a party! Not a very good one but we had a laugh.
I swear I am gonna have a heart attack if I don't speak to this guy at least. My mate kind of accidently gave me his number. He half showed it me then said no he shouldn't - but I'd already seen it and I'm good at remembering phone numbers.
I wish he didn't know but he does cus my mate told everyone. X-( I'm gonna hate her forever cus now everyone knows and all the popular crowd keep taunting me. Why do they always have to care what I look like and what I do?! They hate me! Why do they have to care so much?! Why does everyone have to care about stupid old me? There's far more better looking and interesting people than me! So why me? Why do they have to taunt me? Why can't they just leave me alone before I hit one of them?! I hate them! But only cus they hate me and I wish they'd all just disappear and leave me alone! Then my mates wouldn't have to bear with it too! Why don't they all just die and get lost and leave me alone?! X-(
cuz preppies are stupid, that's why. I kinda hang out with the "goths" (not really, but they think we are) at school. The preppies absolutley refuse to come down into the SAC (where we hang out). It's kinda funny really. I hang out with: Theatre nerds, Band geeks, Magic Card players, D&D players and SACers. It's really quite an awesome group, and the preppies think we're all scum. Me and Kai actually had an interesting convo about this. If the whole school population were to be trapped inside the school for awhile, this is what would happen. All the kids I mentioned above (my friends) would take the SAC and the theatre, and outlast everyone. We theatre kids know secret passages out of the school, and we also keep food in a room understage for techies during shows. The preps and the Jocks would band together and wither and die. They have NO survival skills AT ALL. Plus, we'd get all the best teachers. We'd have Carnes, Zahner and a few others. They'd totally come to us first. Then we'd prolly eat Gonzales...the fat assistant principal who's a bit of an arse anyway. ^_^ have a rant...
haha - no, nothing like that happened... all we did was talk - but it felt like we didnt miss a beat, so only time will tell how things go. she told me she considers me her best friend.
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Okay...that ranks up there with: "You're a nice guy, but..."
I wish you much luck, my friend. B-)
Take it easy on the lad. Good luck C_Walken. I'm sure things will go your direction someday.
I remember breaking up with a girlfriend in college and she told me that line...y'know like C-Walk got? And afterwards gave me one of those non-sexual hugs like your aunt gives you on visits? Y'know the ones with that space in between you where at first there was no space?
Not a good sign. But I'm definetely rooting for C -Walk to come out on top! He may fare much better than I did.
Mrs. Man Face: "You wouldn't hit a lady? Would you?"
Batman: "The Hammer Of Justice isUNISEX!"
-Batman: The Brave & The Bold -
Okay...that ranks up there with: "You're a nice guy, but..."
I wish you much luck, my friend. B-)
Take it easy on the lad. Good luck C_Walken. I'm sure things will go your direction someday.
I remember breaking up with a girlfriend in college and she told me that line...y'know like C-Walk got? And afterwards gave me one of those non-sexual hugs like your aunt gives you on visits? Y'know the ones with that space in between you where at first there was no space?
Not a good sign. But I'm definetely rooting for C -Walk to come out on top! He may fare much better than I did.
lol, i appreciate it all guys --- and trust me i know the odds are not in my favor at all, and truth of the matter is that the only chance we do have of getting back together is if her current bf screws things up - which apparently, is a good possibility, lol
so im just gonna let things play out n such, see what happens... she actually invited me to go to this little kiddie thing last night to "keep her company" cuz she was with her dad n step mom n there kids. so i went, being gentleman, and it was like we didnt miss a beat. so later that night, after everyone went to sleep i was still over, and we were able just to talk about everything n such. it was odd for us both at times, because like, we both got pretty emotional, and shed go to hug me, and like - we would for a while... then we'd move away so like we both still had our arms around each other - which used to be our sorta pre-cursor for a kiss, and we both kinda were like ummmm...akward, lol
so whatever happens - happens, im just glad she doesnt hate me or anything thats all... ive known MANY MANY couples who cant stand to see each other after a break up
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I've just typed up my English essay. We had to draft it out over a lesson and a half last week and now we've been given a week to change it round a bit and make it betterm before doing it in best - which for me means typing it up.
I found it really hard in the lesson cause my mate was being really bitchy and wouldn't let me borrow our groups notes, when I'd been ill. X-( Nobody else would let me borrow theirs either - so I had to do what I could from memory about this book. I'd been ill when we'd read most of it too.
It was dead hard and mine was only a page and a quarter in draft. we had to read through a friends and so I switched with my mate Alice. Her's was really long and still wasn't finished. I couldn't think of any improvements and it seemed fine so far. She said mine was fine too, which was a big relief.
But now I've typed it up and it's less than a page and I'm really fretting. I'm in the top group for English and I'm one of the best so my teacher expects a lot from me - I usually do really long essays and pieces of work so I'm really worried she'll give me a low mark!
I WISH I COULD STOP WORRYING!!!!!!
You know my problem? I can never stick with the same avatar for too long, but I'm determined that this next one will last at least one year. I've had enough of Robert Preston, however, and I'm starting to miss my favourite actress, Grace Kelly! So I've prepared five pictures of her, and I want y'all to choose which one you like best.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
That's them. I'm personally torn between pictures 2, 4, and 5; but I leave it to you. To quote Robert Eddison in Indiana Jones and The Last Crusade, "Choose Wisely".
Well that makes my opinion really unhelpful as I was going to say either 2 or 5! It's a tough one, choosing an avatar! You wan't it to be memorable don't you!?
Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice and everyone dies.
Can't you make one from that breathtaking shot of her in Rear Window? (I think it's actually the first sight) That's the only single frame I enjoyed from the movie, might make a great avatar.
IMO you cant go wrong with any of them! One vote for them all!
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I like 1 myself.
Any Brits on here watch Corrie? I'm gonna start crying watching Mike. Already did have a few tears in my eyes the other night. I find it so sad and it'd be awful if that ever happened to anyone I know.
It was already kind of weird when my Grandpa did a bit before. He started talking to my dad about when he worked at a factory and talking about long dead friends and relatives.
Meanwhile in other life, I don't almost pass out every time I see this guy (George). I'm also thoroughly enjoying watching the final season of The A-Team, as well as Only Fools and Horses. I've also spotted an advert on the TV for them to be sold with the magazines fortnightly again. I want to get them and my mom shall pay for the most of it, but I'm gonna end up paying a bit too. First issue only £2.99! - shame the rest are £7.99! lol.
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truth of the matter is, i never saw things from her view, and how selfish i was - i took her for granted
it's going to haunt me forever, because i know the greatest thing i had goin for me is gone because of my own stupidity.
i guess its true - you only hurt the ones you love
i wish i could go back and change things, but i cant - its too late for me now.
I swear I am gonna have a heart attack if I don't speak to this guy at least. My mate kind of accidently gave me his number. He half showed it me then said no he shouldn't - but I'd already seen it and I'm good at remembering phone numbers.
I wish he didn't know but he does cus my mate told everyone. X-(
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Well, I'm not too popular, but I get along with everyone. Oh, Sorry about the GF situation Walken.
and yea. Add my condolances, C_Walken.
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i wanted to write her a goodbye letter... and id planned on just going to her house - and dropping it off, and that would be the end.
instead, i go over there - and we talk for an hour and a half...
whatttt the helllllll, lol
idk, who knows how this will play out
Batman: "The Hammer Of Justice is UNISEX!"
-Batman: The Brave & The Bold -
Okay...that ranks up there with: "You're a nice guy, but..."
I wish you much luck, my friend. B-)
Batman: "The Hammer Of Justice is UNISEX!"
-Batman: The Brave & The Bold -
Take it easy on the lad. Good luck C_Walken. I'm sure things will go your direction someday.
I remember breaking up with a girlfriend in college and she told me that line...y'know like C-Walk got? And afterwards gave me one of those non-sexual hugs like your aunt gives you on visits? Y'know the ones with that space in between you where at first there was no space?
Not a good sign. But I'm definetely rooting for C -Walk to come out on top! He may fare much better than I did.
Batman: "The Hammer Of Justice is UNISEX!"
-Batman: The Brave & The Bold -
lol, i appreciate it all guys --- and trust me i know the odds are not in my favor at all, and truth of the matter is that the only chance we do have of getting back together is if her current bf screws things up - which apparently, is a good possibility, lol
so im just gonna let things play out n such, see what happens... she actually invited me to go to this little kiddie thing last night to "keep her company" cuz she was with her dad n step mom n there kids. so i went, being gentleman, and it was like we didnt miss a beat. so later that night, after everyone went to sleep i was still over, and we were able just to talk about everything n such. it was odd for us both at times, because like, we both got pretty emotional, and shed go to hug me, and like - we would for a while... then we'd move away so like we both still had our arms around each other - which used to be our sorta pre-cursor for a kiss, and we both kinda were like ummmm...akward, lol
so whatever happens - happens, im just glad she doesnt hate me or anything thats all... ive known MANY MANY couples who cant stand to see each other after a break up
I found it really hard in the lesson cause my mate was being really bitchy and wouldn't let me borrow our groups notes, when I'd been ill. X-( Nobody else would let me borrow theirs either - so I had to do what I could from memory about this book. I'd been ill when we'd read most of it too.
It was dead hard and mine was only a page and a quarter in draft. we had to read through a friends and so I switched with my mate Alice. Her's was really long and still wasn't finished. I couldn't think of any improvements and it seemed fine so far. She said mine was fine too, which was a big relief.
But now I've typed it up and it's less than a page and I'm really fretting.
I WISH I COULD STOP WORRYING!!!!!!
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1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
That's them. I'm personally torn between pictures 2, 4, and 5; but I leave it to you. To quote Robert Eddison in Indiana Jones and The Last Crusade, "Choose Wisely".
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And here are two of my favourite pictures of Grace Kelly for you to enjoy.
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-Batman: The Brave & The Bold -
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Standings so far;
- Picture 1
- Picture 4
- Picture 2
- Picture 5
- Picture 3
And Cat, I know which shot from Rear Window you mean; the problem with Grace Kelly is that she never took a bad photo in her life!
Any Brits on here watch Corrie? I'm gonna start crying watching Mike.
It was already kind of weird when my Grandpa did a bit before. He started talking to my dad about when he worked at a factory and talking about long dead friends and relatives.
Meanwhile in other life, I don't almost pass out every time I see this guy (George). I'm also thoroughly enjoying watching the final season of The A-Team, as well as Only Fools and Horses. I've also spotted an advert on the TV for them to be sold with the magazines fortnightly again. I want to get them and my mom shall pay for the most of it, but I'm gonna end up paying a bit too. First issue only £2.99! - shame the rest are £7.99! lol.