I'm Gonna Do It
scottmu65
Carlisle, Cumbria, UKPosts: 402MI6 Agent
I'm gonna do it
Everyday is a struggle, and now JoJo has left me
I have an unopened bottle of vodka and a cupboard full of pills
Im tired of thinking about it
Im gonna just do it
At least I wont be hurt anymore
Everyday is a struggle, and now JoJo has left me
I have an unopened bottle of vodka and a cupboard full of pills
Im tired of thinking about it
Im gonna just do it
At least I wont be hurt anymore
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Hey, man please, you don't want to do that. Nothing can be that bad for you to resort to suicide.
Please get yourself some help...you can vent here if you like or pm me if it'll help you get it off of your chest, just think about what you're planning on doing. It's just not worth it...
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But your family and friends will be hurt. Please don’t do anything rash. Things always seem worse in the early hours. You like to write poetry Scott, so write about how you feel. That’s what writers do. They use their own experiences, however painful and turn them into something worthwhile. As somebody who has battled depression, I know what it's like to have these feelings, but you must not let them win. Things will seem better in daylight. Trust me.
At first I thought this might be a book or movie reference, or a Haiku poem that you have just written. But of course there is another possibility. Are you crying out for help?
Until you say otherwise, I am going to treat this matter very seriously!
All I can say is don't do it Scott! You're so young; you've got your entire life ahead of you. You're going to hit a few bumps on the road of life. Everyone does. But you have to press on; you have so much to live for!
Like Rogue, I'm here if you need to talk man.
-Roger Moore
I was certainly considering this before, I had a note written and everything, but I went for a walk to clear my head, and even though my head isnt actually clear, i've decided that I was being silly to even think about doing this, I am so low right now, im just sick of life kicking me in the crotch. My girlfriend (Technically Fiancee seeing as she said she wanted to marrry me) left me today, And i need to get to the bottom of it.
I can't leave this hanging like I have with others, It's too special to walk away from, so if anyone has any suggestions then please feel free to tell me them, I welcome all.
Thanks for your kind support.
About Jo Jo...I don't know, obviously. But if she's not the one, you've got to put that kevlar helmet on, and keep going. There will be others. If I had checked out at your age, the stuff I'd have missed out on...it would have been criminal
You're meant to solve that riddle. I really believe that. Don't sell yourself short.
PM me anytime.
"I am not an entrant in the Shakespeare Stakes." - Ian Fleming
"Screw 'em." - Daniel Craig, The Best James Bond EverTM
Oops, thought you were going to do it, I only read the first post, good for you that your gonna livelife proparly and not end it while you are so young
I do not believe there is one soul on this board, including myself, that does not invite you to PM them should you want. Even when things seem so dark, it truly can and will get better if you are willing take advantage of the support of the friends that you have! God bless you!
email me, PM me, AIM...anything. We're all here for you, man!
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So true, we are all here for you if you ever need anything. Brother, feel free to vent or open up a post anytime, seriously, we are all here for you in any way we can be.
Blessings as you take a look at your life and relationship, and may you find you have so much more to live for. Although I don't know your situation exactly, and can't in the least bit say "I know what you're going through" or anything like that just know that we are all pulling for you and want to see you keep posting, keep talking, keep searching, and keep going. Cheers matey!
Hey Scott -- How about posting something here so that we know you're OK?
I just checked his forum profile. It says his last visit was on December 20th at 17:23:06
but still, I worry...:#
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